Tuesday, 22 September 2009

The waiting game

I'm supposed to hear by today.

Waiting to hear whether I've managed to get the job of my dreams.

Yesterday I got an email from NHS Jobs - telling me I hadn't got through the shortlisting process for a different job I'd applied for - my heart was in my mouth as I waited for the page to load and tell me whether I'd got the job, until I discovered it wasn't even from the right trust.

Now I'm waiting. It's finally hit me today that I'm waiting for someone else to make a decision, to decide what direction my life is going to take.

I feel like I have to stay by my computer, just in case they contact me.

I don't actually know how they are going to get in touch, but in the meantime, I'm here


Waiting

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